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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    10:22 am
    @@@@@"Tell me something, Edgar - when you look
    @@@@@"Tell me something, Edgar - when
    you look out there, does what you see interest you
    as an artist or as the builder you used to be?"
    "Both," I saidDavis Islands is
    entirely artificial - the brainchild of a man
    named Dave DavisHe was Jay Gatsby, Florida-style
    Have you heard of him?"
    I shook my head
    609
    "That just proves that fame's a fleeting thing
    During the Roaring Twenties, Davis was a god down
    here on the Suncoast
    She waved an arm at the tangled streets below; the
    bangles on her scrawny wrist jangled; somewhere
    not too distant, a church-bell marked the hour of
    two
    "He dredged the whole thing from swampland at the
    mouth of the Hillsborough RiverTalked the Tampa
    city fathers into moving both the hospital and the
    radio station here, back when radio was a bigger
    deal than health careHe built strange and
    beautiful apartment complexes in a time when the
    concept of an apartment complex was unknownHe
    put up hotels and swank nightclubsHe threw the
    dough around, married a beauty contest winner,
    divorced her, married her againHe was worth
    millions when a million dollars was worth what
    twelve million is todayAnd one of his best
    friends lived just down the coast on Duma KeyFamiliar with that name?"
    "Of courseI've met his daughterMy friend
    Wireman takes care of her
    610
    Mary lit a fresh cigarette"Well, both Dave and
    John were as rich as Croesus - Dave with his land
    and building speculations, John with his mills -
    but Davis was a peacock and Eastlake was more of a
    plain brown wrenJust as well for him, because
    you know what happens to peacocks, don't you?"
    "They get their tailfeathers chopped off?"
    She took a drag on her latest cigarette, then
    pointed the fingers holding it at me as she jetted
    smoke from her nostrils"That would be correct,
    sirIn 1925, the Florida Land Bust hit this state
    like a brick on a soap bubbleDave Davis had
    invested pretty much everything he had in what you
    see out there She waved at the zig-zaggy streets
    and pink buildings"In 1926, Davis was owed four
    million bucks on various successful ventures and
    collected something like thirty thou
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    11:19 am
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    "So that's why the 10 cents an hour," I said, smiling"It's a part of the lesson
    "That's right," smiled rich dad"You see, tiffany heart tag your dad went to school and got an excellent education, so he could get a high-paying jobBut he still has money problems because he never learned anything about money at schoolOn top of that, he believes in working for money
    "And you don't?" I asked
    "No, fake hermes not really," said rich dad"If you want to learn to work for money, then stay in schoolThat is a great place to learn to do thatBut if you want to learn how to have money work for you, then I will teach you thatBut only if you want to learn
    "Wouldn't tiffany toggle heart everyone want to learn that" I asked"Simply because it's easier to learn to work for money, especially if fear is your primary emotion when the subject of money is discussed
    "I don't understand," I said with a frown
    "Don't worry about that for nowJust know gucci men watch that it's fear that keeps most people working at a jobThe fear of not paying their billsThe fear of being firedThe fear of not having enough moneyThe fear of
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    10:27 am
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    A few of the men in the squad stood up and firedAwed, confused, the grove was silent for a few seconds"COME ON, RUN!" The men straggled to their feet, looked mutely at him, and began to race toward the ledge from which they had startedThey bags dolce gabbana faced the grove, fired a few shots, and ran back for twenty yards, stopped to fire again, retreating pell-mell, sobbing like animals in anger and fearThe Japanese in the grove were firing once more, but they paid no attentionAll of them were franticIn motion, they wanted only one thing -- to reach the safety of the ledge
    One by one, gasping, panting Chanel Necklaces angrily, they climbed the last shelf of rock and dropped behind its bank, their bodies pungent with sweatHearn was one of the lastHe rolled over on the ground, came to his kneesBrown and Stanley and Roth, Minerta and Polack were still firing, and Croft helped him to standThey crouched behind the rock"We all get back?" Hearn panted
    Croft looked about chanel bag price quickly"Looks like all of us"C'mon, Lootenant, we got to get out of here, they'll be circling around soon
    "Everybody here?" Red shoutedHe had a long abrasion on his cheek, powdered with embedded dirtHis sweat etched through it like tears on a dirty faceThe men were clambering behind the shelter of the rock, shouting angrily and nervously at each Chanel Purse oth
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    10:30 am
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    You'll be here?" Scarlett shook her headI'd love to, but
    I won't still be in Savannah Her aunts expected her to go back to
    Charleston with them on Saturday morning's trainShe didn't think
    she
    would, she'd never thought soSurely Rhett would come for her long
    before thenMaybe he was at her gucci horsebit hobo grandfather's right nowShe
    shouldn't have left the houseShe jumped to her feetI'll stop by again before I leave Maybe
    she'd bring Rhett to meet the O'HarasHe'd fit right in, another big
    dark-haired man with all the big dark-haired O 'HarasBut he might
    slouch against the wall in that infuriating elegant way he omega ladies watch had and
    laugh at all of themHe'd always laughed at her halfIrishness,
    mocked
    her when she repeated what Pa told her a hundred timesThe
    O'Haras
    were great and powerful landowners for centuriesUntil the Battle of
    the BoyneI don't know why he found that so funnyJust about
    everybody we know lost their handbag dolce gabbana land to the Yankees, it makes sense that
    Pa 5 folks lost theirs the same way to whoever, the English, I think
    I'll ask Jamie or Maureen about it, if I get a chanceIf Rhett
    doesn't take me away firstHamilton's promised letter was delivered
    to the Robillard house just as dark was setting inScarlett gucci men's watch grabbed
    it like a line thrown to the drowningShe'd been listening to her
    aunts quarrelling for more than an hour about who was to blame for
    their father's reaction to his birthday"This is about my Atlanta
    property," Scarlett said
    "Please excuse me, I'll take it up to my room She didn't wait for
    them to gucci mens watch agre
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    10:22 am
    @@@@@See if anything’s happened at any of the
    @@@@@See if anything’s happened at any of the border checkpoints
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    424
    “My beeper would have gone off—”
    “I don’t trust beepers, I like words,” interrupted Jason
    Benjamin did so, switching to the Russian language and using the codes that only senior staff
    were assignedThe terse Soviet reply came over the speaker; the young trainer replaced the
    microphone and turned to Bourne“No activity at all,” he said“Just some intercompound fuel
    deliveries
    “What are they?”
    “Petrol distribution mainlySome compounds have larger tanks than others, so logistics call for
    routine apportionments until the main supplies are shipped downriver
    “They distribute at night?”
    “It’s far better than those trucks clogging up the streets during the dayRemember, everything’s
    scaled down hereAlso, we’ve been driving through the back roads, but there’s a maintenance army
    in the central locations cleaning up stores and offices and restaurants, getting ready for tomorrow’s
    assignmentsLarge trucks wouldn’t help
    “Christ, it is DisneylandAll right, head for the ‘Spanish’ border, Pedro
    “To get there we have to pass through ‘England’ and ‘France I don’t suppose it matters much,
    but I don’t speak FrenchDo you?”
    “French fluently, Spanish acceptablyAnything else?”
    “Maybe you’d better drive
    ?? ?? ??
    The Jackal braked the huge fuel truck at the “West German” border; it was as far as he intended
    to goThe remaining northernmost areas of “Scandinavia” and “The Netherlands” were the lesser
    satellites; the impact of their destruction was not comparable to that of the lower compounds and
    the time element spared themEverything was timing now, and “West Germany” would initiate the
    wholesale conflagrationsHe adjusted the coarse Portuguese shirt that covered a Spanish general’s
    tunic beneath, and as the guard came out of the gatehouse Carlos spoke in Russian, using the same
    words he had used at every other crossing
    “Don’t ask me to speak the stupid language you talk hereI deliver petrol, I don’t spend time in
    classrooms! Here’s my key
    “I barely speak it myself, comrade,” said the guard, laughing as he accepted the small, flat, cardlike
    object and inserted it into the computerized machine
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    10:20 am
    @@@@@ Because - I wouldn't say this to very many
    @@@@@
    Because - I wouldn't say this to very many people
    - they remind me of the way life was inside my
    head when I wasn't taking my pills
    "They're just make-believe," I said
    "I know about shadows," he said"You just want to
    be careful they don't grow teeth
    Then, sometimes when you reach for the lightswitch
    to make them go away, you discover the
    power's out
    "But you're better now
    705
    "Yes," he said"Pam had a lot to do with that
    Can I tell you something about her you might
    already know?"
    "Sure," I said, only hoping he wasn't going to
    share the fact that she sometimes laughed way down
    in her throat when she came
    "She has great insight but little kindness," Tom
    said"It's a weirdly cruel mixbut not necessarily because I
    thought he was wrong
    "She gave me a brisk talking-to about taking care
    of myself not so long ago, and it hit homeAnd from the look of her, you might be in
    for a talking-to yourself, EdgarI think I might
    find your friend Kamen and engage him in a bit of
    a discourse
    The girls and Ric were staring up at Wireman Looks
    West and chattering animatedlyPam, however, was
    positioned about halfway down the line of Girl and
    Ship paintings, which hung like movie posters, and
    she looked disturbedNot angry, exactly, just
    disturbedShe beckoned me over, and
    once I was there, she didn't waste time
    706
    "Is the little girl in these pictures Ilse?" She
    pointed up at No"I thought at first this one
    with the red hair was supposed to be the doll Dr
    Kamen gave you after your accident, but Ilse had a
    tic-tac-toe dress like that when she was littleI
    bought it at RompersAnd this one-" Now she
    pointed at No"I swear this is the dress she
    just had to have to start first grade in - the one
    she was wearing when she broke her damn arm that
    night after the stock car races!"
    Well, there you were
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    10:22 am
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    You may remember the first lesson I learned from my rich dadI was a little boy of 9 who had to sit and wait for him to choose to talk to meI often sat in louis vuitton travel his office waiting for him to "get to me He was ignoring me on purpose He wanted me to recognize his power and desire to have that power for myself one dayFor all the years I studied J and learned from him, he always reminded me that knowledge was powerAnd with money comes great power that requires the right knowledge to keep it and make it multiplyWithout that knowledge, the world seamaster omega pushes you around Rich dad constantly reminded Mike and me that the biggest bully was not the boss or the supervisor, but the tax manThe tax man will always take more if you let him
    The first lesson of having money work for me, as opposed to working for money, is really all about powerIf you work for money, you give the power up to your employerIf your money works for you, you gucci for sale keep and control the power
    Once we had this knowledge of the power of money working for us, he wanted us to be financially smart and not let bullies push us aroundYou need to know the law and how the system worksIf you're ignorant, it is easy to be bulliedIf you know what you're talking about, you have a fighting chanceThat is why he paid so much for smart tax accountants and Jimmy choo handbag attorney
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    10:30 am
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    Wyman was brushing his teeth very carefully, sprinkling a few drops of water from his canteen onto the bristles and then massaging his gums thoughtfully
    "Hey, Wyman," Polack called, "turn on the radio for me, will ya?"
    "Naah, I'm tired of listening to it," Minetta said"Listen, you guys, I'm still civilized," he piped"If I want to brush my teeth I tiffany cross can
    "Not even his best friends will tell him," Minetta wisecracked
    "Aaah, go fug yourself, I'm sick of ya
    Croft stirred in his blankets, propped himself on an elbow"Listen, you men, you can just shut upYou want to stir up a whole pack of Japs?"
    What answer could there be? "Awright," one of them muttered
    Roth had heard themSquatting in the vintage omega seamaster grass, he peered over his shoulder fearfullyBehind him was nothing but the vast darkening sweep of the hillsThe paper was in the ration carton, but even as he fumbled for it a new spasm caught him, and he grunted, held his thighs as the process worked its way through him
    "Jesus," he heard one of the men whisper, "who the hell's crapping, an men omega watch elephant?"
    To Roth's nausea and weakness was added embarrassmentHe picked up the pad of tissues, finished, and drew up his pantsHe lay down on his poncho and pulled a blanket over himWhy did this have to start now? he asked himselfFor the first two days his bowels had been tight and heavy, but that was preferable to thisIt's the nervous reaction from the bird, he chanel wholesale told himselfDiarrhea is caused by nerves as much as by foodAs if to prove his statement, his belly knotted, passed through a few moments of anguishI'm going to have to go again during the night, he told himselfBut it would be impossibleIf he started moving in the darkness, the man on guard might shoot himHe would have to do it right next to his dior saddle blankets
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    10:30 am
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    God's nightgown! Her aunt could lecture longer than a hellfire
    preacherdear Eleanor is unoerstandably
    concerned that ettfeh it nece'sary to travel all the way to Boston for
    the meeting about hisfrrtili she'menisHe should not have gone to
    the chill of the Northern climate immeolately after the ordeal of
    his long immersion in cold waterfrllowing the capsing of his gucci g watch boat
    Scarlett let the pages fall into her lapOf course! Oh, thank God
    That's why Rhett hadn't come after her yetWhy didn't Uncle Henry
    tell me Rhett's telegram came from Boston? Then I wouldn't have
    driven
    myself crazy expecting him to show up on the doorstep any minute
    Does
    Aunt Pauline say when he's coming back? Scarlett pawed through the
    jumble of letter cartier must 21 sheetsWhere had she stopped? She found her place
    and read eagerly to the endBut there was no mention of what she
    wanted to knowNow what am I going to do? Rhett might be gone
    for
    weeksOr he might be on his way back right this very minute
    Scarlett picked up the invitation from MrsAt least
    it would be someplace to goShe'd have a screaming fit if she had to
    stay in this house day tiffany heart tag after dayIf only she could run over to
    Jamie's every now and then, just for a cup of teaBut no, that was
    unthinkableAnd yet, she couldn't not think of the O'HarasThe next
    morning she went with the sullen cook to the City Market to supervise
    what she bought and how much she paid for itWith nothing else to
    occupy her, Scarlett was determined to see her grandfather's vuitton purses house in
    orderWhile she was having coffee, she heard a soft hesitant voice
    speak her nameIt was lovely, shy young Kathleen"I'm not familiar
    with all the American fishes," she said"Will you help me choose the
    best prawns?" Scarlett was bewildered until the girl gestured toward
    the shrimp"The angels must have sent you, Scarlett," Kathleen said
    when her purchase was gucci women watch made
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    10:22 am
    @@@@@Fords admired the skill with which she
    @@@@@Fords admired the skill with which she possessed her new homeHer attachments
    wound tightly into place around the nerve centers, some elongating and reaching deeper to
    where he couldn't see, under and up into the brain, the optic nerves, the ear canalsShe was very
    quick, very firm in her movementsSoon, only one small segment of her glistening body was
    visible
    “Well done,” he whispered to her, knowing that she could not hear himThe human girl was
    the one with ears, and she still slept soundly
    It was a routine matter to finish the jobHe cleaned and healed the wound, applied the salve
    that sealed the incision closed behind the soul, and then brushed the scar-softening powder
    across the line left on her neck
    “Perfect, as usual,” said the assistant, who, for some reason unfathomable to Fords, had never
    made a change from his human host's name, Darren“I regret this day's work
    “You're only doing your duty as a Healer
    “This is the rare occasion when Healing creates an injury
    Darren began to clean up the workstationHe didn't seem to know how to answerFords was
    filling his CallingThat was enough for Darren
    But not enough for Fords Deep Waters, who was a true Healer to the core of his beingHe
    gazed anxiously at the human female's body, peaceful in slumber, knowing that this peace
    would be shattered as soon as she awokeAll the horror of this young woman's end would be
    borne by the innocent soul he'd just placed inside her
    As he leaned over the human and whispered in her ear, Fords wished fervently that the soul
    inside could hear him now
    “Good luck, little wanderer, good luckHow I wish you didn't need it
    CHAPTER 1
    Remembered
    Iknew it would begin with the end, and the end would look like death to these eyes
    The language I found myself using was odd, but it made senseChoppy, boxy, blind, and line
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    10:20 am
    @@@@@ Can I have it? This is the one I
    @@@@@
    Can I have it? This is the one I want
    884
    Or the one something wanted her to want
    I tried Ilse, Pam had saidI wasn't sure I'd
    reach her, but she just got in
    All around the doll-girl's feet were tennis balls
    Others floated shoreward on the mild waves
    She sounded tired, but she's okay
    Was she? Was she really? I had given her that
    damned pictureShe was my Miss Cookie, and I
    could refuse her nothingI had even named it for
    her, because she said artists had to name their
    picturesThe End of the Game, I'd told her, and
    now that clanged in my head like a bell
    iv
    There was no phone extension in the guest bedroom,
    so I crept out into the hall with my silver
    harpoon clutched in one handIn spite of my need
    to get through to Ilse as soon as possible, I took
    a moment to peer in through the open doorway
    across the hallWireman was lying on his back
    like a beached whale, snoring peacefullyHis own
    silver harpoon was beside him, along with a glass
    of water
    885
    I went past the family portrait, down the stairs,
    and into the kitchenHere the rush of the wind
    and the roar of the surf was louder than everI
    picked up the phone and heardDid you think Perse would neglect the
    phones?
    Then I looked at the handset and saw buttons for
    two linesIn the kitchen, at least, just picking
    up the phone wasn't enoughI said a little prayer
    under my breath, pushed the button marked LINE 1,
    and was rewarded with a dial toneI moved my
    thumb to the button, then realized I couldn't
    remember Ilse's telephone numberMy address book
    was back at Big Pink, and her telephone number had
    gone entirely out of my head
    v
    The phone began to make a sirening soundIt was
    small - I had laid the handset down on the counter
    - but it seemed loud in the shadowy kitchen, and
    it made me think of bad thin
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    10:32 am
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    sort of shyness; but I cannot recollect that our evenings formerly
    were ever merry, except when my uncle was in townNo young
    people’s are, I suppose, when those they look up to are at home”
    “I believe you are right, Fanny,” was his reply, after a short consideration
    “I believe our evenings are rather returned to what they
    were, than assuming a new characterThe novelty was in their being
    livelyYet, how strong the impression that only a few weeks will
    give! I have been feeling as if we had never lived Jimmy choo handbag so before
    “I suppose I am graver than other people,” said Fanny“The evenings
    do not appear long to meI love to hear my uncle talk of the
    West IndiesI could listen to him for an hour togetherIt entertains
    me more than many other things have done; but then I am unlike
    other people, I dare say
    “Why should you dare say that?” (smiling)“Do you want to be
    told that you are only unlike other people in being more wise and
    discreet? But when did you, or anybody, ever get a compliment from
    me, Fanny? Go to my father if Cartier watch tank you want to be complimentedAsk your uncle what he thinks, and you will hear
    compliments enough: and though they may be chiefly on your person,
    you must put up with it, and trust to his seeing as much beauty
    of mind in time
    Such language was so new to Fanny that it quite embarrassed her
    “Your uncle thinks you very pretty, dear Fanny—and that is the
    long and the short of the matterAnybody but myself would have
    made something more of it, and anybody but you would resent that
    you had not been thought very pretty before; gucci fabric but the truth is, that
    your uncle never did admire you till now—and now he doesYour
    complexion is so improved!—and you have gained so much countenance!—
    and your figure—nay, Fanny, do not turn away about it—it
    is but an uncleIf you cannot bear an uncle’s admiration, what is to
    become of you? You must really begin to harden yourself to the idea
    of being worth looking atYou must try not to mind growing up into
    a pretty woman
    “Oh! don’t talk so, don’t talk so,” cried Fanny, distressed by more
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    feelings than he was aware of; but seeing that she was distressed, he
    had done with the subject, and only added more seriously—
    “Your uncle is disposed to be pleased with you in every respect;
    and I only wish you would talk to him moreYou are one of those
    who are too silent in the evening circle
    “But I do talk to him more than I usedDid not
    you hear me ask him about the slave-trade last night?”
    “I did—and was in hopes the question would be followed up by
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    10:27 am
    @@@@@ The path to the chapel was growing dark,
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    The path to the chapel was growing dark, the tall palms and dense foliage above the beach
    hastening nature’s process by blocking the rays of the setting sunJason was about to turn around
    and head for the tackle shop and a flashlight when suddenly, as if on photoelectric cue, blue and red
    floods came alive, shooting their wide circles of light up from the ground into the palms aboveFor
    a moment Bourne felt that he had abruptly, too abruptly, entered a lush Technicolor tunnel cut out
    of tropical forestIt was disorienting, then disturbingHe was a moving, illuminated target in a
    garishly colored gallery
    He quickly walked into the underbrush beyond the border of floodlights, the nettles of the wild
    shrubbery stinging his bare legsHe went deeper into the enveloping foliage and continued in the
    now semidarkness toward the chapel, his pace slow, difficult, the moist branches and vines tangling
    about his hands and feetStay out of the light, the gaudy bombastic lights that belonged
    more properly to an island carnivale
    A blunt sound! A thud that was no part of the shoreline woodsThen the start of a moan growing
    into a convulsion—stopped, thwarted suppressed? Jason crouched and foot by foot broke
    through the inhibiting, succeeding walls of bush until he could see the thick cathedral door of the
    chapelIt was partially open, the soft, pulsating glow of the electric candles penetrating the wash of
    the red and blue floods on the outside pathRemember! He had been to the chapel only once before, humorously berating
    his brother-in-law for spending good money on a useless addition to Tranquility Inn
    At least it’s quaint, St
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    156
    It ain’t, Bro, Marie had replied
    Suppose someone gets bad news You know, really bad—
    Get him a drink, David Webb had saidI’ve got symbols of five different religions in stained glass, including Shinto
    Don’t show your sister the bills on this one, Webb had whisperedWas there a door inside? Another exit? Only five or six rows of
    pews, then a railing of some sort in front of a raised lectern, beneath primitive stained-glass
    windows done by native artisansIshmael? A distraught guest of Tranquility? A honeymooner who
    had sudden, deep reservations embarrassingly too late? He again reached into his breast pocket for
    the miniaturized radioHe brought it to his lips and spoke softly
    “Johnny?”
    “Right here on the roof
    “Is Ishmael there?”
    “I don’t know
    “What’s wrong, Dave? You sound—”
    “Nothing’s wrong,” interrupted Bour
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    10:23 am
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    thatWas in fine fettle, a strong arm to lean onI was counting on
    him, actually, to get me through the dayBut when came downstairs
    this morning, the porter fellow told me Rhett - ordered coffee and a
    newspaper while he waited for me, oyster rolex then denly bolted without even
    payingI went in the bar to wait for -Scarlett, what is it? I can't
    fathom you todayWhat are you c for? Was it something I did? Did I
    say something wrong?" Scarlett's eyes were flooded"Oh, no, no, no,
    dearest, dar1ú John Morland, BartYou didn't say anything chanel tote wrong at
    allThat's the rightest, most perfect
    thing I could hearThat's why he came to
    IrelandNot Bart's horse, he could have bought her and all the rest
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    10:24 am
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    “I don't want to leave her here unprotected while I find her a safe place,” Ian said“I don't
    know if Kyle will be conscious when he arrivesIf Jeb shoots him, it will upset herBut you and
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    Jared spoke through clenched teeth“Doc won't be on his own“She's been through hell in the past couple of days
    Jared nodded once, teeth still clamped together
    “I'll be here,” Doc reminded Ian He leaned over me, and his luminous eyes held mine
    He ducked in and touched his lips to my forehead
    No one was more surprised than I, though I heard Jared gasp quietlyMy mouth hung open as
    Ian wheeled and nearly sprinted from the room
    I heard Doc pull a breath in through his teeth, like a backward whistle
    They both stared at me for a long momentI was so tired and sore, I barely cared what they
    were thinking
    “Doc –” Jared started to say something in an urgent tone, but a clamor from the tunnel
    interrupted him
    Five men struggled through the openingJeb, in front, had Kyle's left leg in his armsWes had
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    back over Andy's shoulde
    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    10:55 am
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    With a little shock, Hearn wondered at the tensions that had made the General seek him outIt must have been humiliatingEven more, there was no artifice about it now, no suggestion of work for him on the General's clean furled deskHearn stared at the map of Anopopei that lay tacked to a large drawing boardThe ocarina on which the General played his little tune
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    "Yes, sir?"
    "You know, I don't know a damn thing about you really The voice was flat and colorless
    "What's the matter, have I been stealing your whisky?"
    "Perhaps you have What the hell did that mean? The General leaned back in his chair, the next question a little too casual"How's the recreation tent going?"
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
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    254
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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    @@@@@The world has knocked you around a lot in
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    299
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    I remembered the two of us recovering from our
    wild laughing fit while the sun shone through the
    torn umbrella, putting little scars of light on
    the tableWireman had said I know what you're
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    hands
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    when you were doing them?"
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    He put an arm around my shoulders and led me
    toward the stairs"I'm not going to dignify that
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    10:22 am
    @@@@@ “What's she saying?” “We're just… making
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    “What's she saying?”
    “We're just… making up
    “Why couldn't she talk before, when you were trying to let her?”
    “I don't know, JaredThere really isn't enough room for both of usI can't seem to get myself
    out of the way completelyIt's like… not like holding your breathLike trying to pause your
    heartbeatsI can't make myself not exist
    He didn't answer, and my chest throbbed with painHow joyful he would be if Icould figure
    out how to erase myself!
    Melanie wanted to… not to contradict me, but to make me feel better; she struggled to find
    words to soften my agonyShe couldn't come up with the right ones
    But Ian would be devastatedYou have so many friends here
    I was glad that we were back to our room nowI needed to think about something else before I
    started cryingNow wasn't the time for self-pityThere were more important issues at hand than
    my heart, breaking yet again
    CHAPTER 43
    Frenzied
    Iimagined that from the outside, I looked as still as a statueMy hands were folded in front of
    me, my face was without expression, my breathing was too shallow to move my chest
    Inside, I was spinning apart, as if the pieces of my atoms were reversing polarity and blowing
    away from one another
    Bringing Melanie back had not saved himAll that I could do was not enough
    The hall outside our room was crowdedJared, Kyle, and Ian were back from their desperate
    raid, empty-handedA cooler of ice–that was all they had to show for three days of risking their
    livesTrudy was making compresses and laying them across Jamie's forehead, the back of his
    neck, his c
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